Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in Mamacita's LiveJournal:

Thursday, June 14th, 2001
12:54 am	*siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh* I just got off the phone with JOE NOLAN. Ok, for those of you who don't know, Joe was my first kiss out in California and somehow we kinda stayed in touch. Well, over the internet, but hey, whatever works. Anyway, I am going to marry him someday. haha. No, but really, he's a lot better than I remembered or thought he would be. He comes off as being a major jerk online sometimes and it was nice to realize that he's a really nice guy. Smart, too, I mean considering he did go to Penn State for a year. :) He's going to Hofstra next year to kick/punt for them cause Penn State wasn't giving him the play time he wanted. Anyway, I think Cortney would be the only person to understand how excited I would be about calling him. I'm surprisingly calm for partaking in an event that I probably waited for for about 4 years. Anyhoo, he's a cool guy, hope he comes to visit, we'd have a blast. Luegos mis amigos! Current Mood: ecstatic (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 13th, 2001
8:32 pm	Wasn't Me... Here's the dilly, yo...Stayed up late last night bonding with the suitemate, Shonetta, and her friends. Very cool...went to Gunthrie's at like 1:00am...fun times. So, like, I was saying, I stayed up pretty late with them and naturally I couldn't wake up early enough for my first 2 classes (3 hours late to be exact). So, I finally wake up jump in the shower and go to my 4M class. After class, it's lunch with Dara at Broward D, then the Mall and Publix. Too bad boyfriend #54 wasn't at Publix. Oh well. After Publix we go over to Broward basketball courts to meet up with Victor to play a game of b-ball. I SUCK at basketball, I'm determined to get better, so it's my new sport of the moment. After basketball we head over to Southwest Rec. and boyfriend #54 was supposed to meet up with us there but the meathead got lost or something. Who doesn't know how to get to Southwest?! He's damn lucky he's cute. Anyhoo, I'm home now and I was supposed to go out tonight with Lindsay, Jose and the other hallmates, but I'm not feeling the whole awkward situation tonight. Oh, story about what happened at the Mall... Ok, I was sooo excited about getting a new bathing suit, so I called the 1-800 number for First Union to see how much money I had in my account. I'm thinking I have like $70 left in there because I've been checking it non-stop to make sure I have enough left so the check for the cell phone bill won't bounce. Well, as I'm waiting to hear the automated First Union voice tell me $70, I hear the devastating words, "You have OVERDRAWN." Now, I know for a fact that I did not overdraw any money because I just checked it ONE day ago and I had about $50, plus my mom had just deposited $50 into the account. So, I call my parents because I know this can't be right. They tell me not to worry, my do-do head brother did it all the time, my dad gives me his always comforting explanation, "Well, Colleen, shit happens" and being the superb mathematician that I am, suggest that perhaps I miscalculated the balance. By this point I'm almost in tears from the frustration, but disappointedly accept it. Not 10 minutes later my phone rings and I mute it still upset from my retardation in math. I finally check my voicemail when I get to the car and who is it but Kristen. I wasn't really listening until I heard the words I'm sorry, check, and bounced. Yes, folks, my dimwit best friend wrote me a check for $80 that she borrowed during her stay up here and apparently her check bounced causing my cell phone bill check to bounce. Sooooo...it sucks that it bounced but I was pretty damn relieved to discover that I'm not losing it and that I really was right. Phew...that was a close one and almost broke my trend of being ALWAYS right. Well I've wrote enough for you crazy kids. Luego mis amigos! Current Mood: relieved (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 10th, 2001
10:46 pm	Boys....geesh So I went downstairs and Jose shows up and asks if I want to go eat. Sure, why not? So we go to Jimmy John's Subs. Side Note: Those subs ROCK! Anyway, he seems like a really nice guy. We've got a little bet going, we'll see who wins. I win either way, but he doesn't need to know that. Reminder to self: I owe him $$ for the sub, seems ol' Jimmy doesn't take credit cards... I come home practice my spanish dancing and go on AOL to talk. Miguel starts talking to me and for some reason I get REALLY pissed about him. All he ever does is try to hook up and I guess I just got really fed up with it. The whole conversation was basically me yelling at him and him apologizing and i wouldn't give up. I must have unloaded about 2 years of emotions that just built up. Poor guy... anyway it ended with him saying he wasn't in the mood for an argument and me basically giving him an ultimatum. I still think he's pissed even though he says he's not. I basically told him that if he can't treat me like a friend then I'll treat him the way he treats me. We'll see how mad he really is when I go home. If I get a phone call, then he's not mad. No phone call = PISSED Miguel. Oh well, life goes on...I'm sure I wouldn't get mad if I still didn't like him a little bit. I don't know why I can't just get that damn boy out of my head, there are SOOO many other better guys at UF. If he wanted to be my friend he would want to just hang out, right? Whatever, if he doesn't call I was too good for him anyway. *sigh* Current Mood: frustrated (1 Comment |Comment on this)
10:46 pm	Boys....geesh So I went downstairs and Jose shows up and asks if I want to go eat. Sure, why not? So we go to Jimmy John's Subs. Side Note: Those subs ROCK! Anyway, he seems like a really nice guy. We've got a little bet going, we'll see who wins. I win either way, but he doesn't need to know that. Reminder to self: I owe him $$ for the sub, seems ol' Jimmy doesn't take credit cards... I come home practice my spanish dancing and go on AOL to talk. Miguel starts talking to me and for some reason I get REALLY pissed about him. All he ever does is try to hook up and I guess I just got really fed up with it. The whole conversation was basically me yelling at him and him apologizing and i wouldn't give up. I must have unloaded about 2 years of emotions that just built up. Poor guy... anyway it ended with him saying he wasn't in the mood for an argument and me basically giving him an ultimatum. I still think he's pissed even though he says he's not. I basically told him that if he can't treat me like a friend then I'll treat him the way he treats me. We'll see how mad he really is when I go home. If I get a phone call, then he's not mad. No phone call = PISSED Miguel. Oh well, life goes on...I'm sure I wouldn't get mad if I still didn't like him a little bit. I don't know why I can't just get that damn boy out of my head, there are SOOO many other better guys at UF. If he wanted to be my friend he would want to just hang out, right? Whatever, if he doesn't call I was too good for him anyway. *sigh* Current Mood: frustrated (Comment on this)
4:26 pm	Good times with Good Friends This weekend was fun. Well, if you know me then you basically know how my weekend went. Friday night: Fat Tuesday's and Rhythm, then a few after parties. It's kind of sad though, the bouncers know our names by now. Actually, wait, it's not sad at all, we have connections, we get in free...nuf said. Saturday we (Me, Christina, Rohald, Johann, Fred, and of course, little Bailey)went to Christina's house in Tampa and went on the waverunners on the lake. Craig and Kim met up with us at her house. Good times were had by all. I always like going to Christina's house, her parents are sooo nice and her dad whipped out the karaoke machine. I broke a few windows and glasses, but hey, it's all in good fun! Saturday night, we went to Lauren's dance recital...she looked SO cute up on stage! That girl knows how to dance! Then we just stayed home and watch American Pie. Today we got some stuff for the Hawaiian party next weekend... Next weekend is going to be CRAZY! I can't wait, Jaime is coming in town!!! I miss my sister! A bunch of people are coming too, we are going to have so many people on the guest list for whatever club we go to. Then Saturday night is the Hawaiian party....GOOD TIMES! If I haven't told you about the party yet, give me a call and I'll tell you all the details. I'm working my butt off this week at the gym to look good in a bathing suit! So no one tempt me to eat junk food, I'll have to slap you a few times! Anyway, I have to get ahead on my classwork, so I can slack next weekend when everyone's here visiting. I'll tell you all the rest of the scandalous details of the party later. Luego mis amigos! Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 7th, 2001
1:33 pm	I Am a Linguistics Goddess Well, I studied all night and ended up going to bed at around 3:00am after my study break with Bonnie to Starbucks and Wal-Mart. Woke up this morning, got my coffee and went to conquer the Linguistics test. Let me just tell you, I whooped and spanked that test to a bloody pulp...I am a Linguistics Goddess. It's amazing what a little bit of studying can do...WOW! So then coming home from class I got POURED on...a freakin typhoon blew through and the thundering is still rolling. I always say I don't want a guy. But today is one of those days where I am COMPLETELY WRONG. It would be nice to have someone just to hang out with. Now don't get me wrong, I have tons of wonderful friends that would drop everything and hang out with me if I were depressed...but it's just not the same. Especially since two of my best friends in Gainesville have boyfriends now and I don't really notice until I realize that I don't have someone like that. Then again, I never have so I guess I don't really know what I missing or the burdens I'm saving myself from. It's just that I thought I would feel so good about doing well on my test and for some reason I just feel empty or something. Eh, whatever...I don't care that much, I'm young and rambunctious. I can't be tied down, but it might be nice. Anyway, it's nap time for me then going to study for 4M (Molds, Mildews, Mushrooms and Man). Tung's in that class and it would nice to show him that I really am capable of studying. Speaking of Tung, for all of you who are wondering... He's Dara's friend and yes, I know his name sounds very uh....ethnic...but he's really cute and a really nice guy. Quick bio: He's 19 (I think) In Sig Ep, dresses really well and I can tease him (Major plus) Good sense of humor. Oh, did I mention he's pretty cute? But anyway, that's just one of my many potentials that I will never actually go any further than flirting with because underneath it all I'm really just a big baby about relationship and deep down I really don't want one. (You like my attempt to use reverse psychology on myself right there? haha) Ok, seriously now, I'm so tired I think my eyes are crossing... Luego mis amigos! Current Mood: lonely (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 6th, 2001
4:04 pm	Will I Choose Water Over Wine and Hold My Own and Drive... Ok, so I admit it. I CHOOSE not to study. Honestly, I have no desire to study, but the time has come for me to suck it up, bite the bullet and just STUDY for God's sake! I haven't quite found a good method of studying for me though. Something always distracts me, no matter where I am. Like this journal, for example. Actually, no I can't use this as an excuse because it's probably helping me relieve some tension. The guys have been scarce...which is good I guess. Keeps the 1% of my mind I devote towards school focused on academics. Anyway... I know what I have to do, it's just a matter of self-discipline now. I need to get a job...DESPERATELY! Actually, I only need it for next year. Once I go home I have the job at TGI Friday's always waiting for me, so that's a good way to rack in the dough for next year. Plus, I have my scholarship, so that pays for a good deal of books and what not. I feel pretty damn good about myself. I've been working out and going to aerobics alot and I've shed some pounds. I'm down to a 5/6 which I know isn't great...but hey, I'm getting there. I went to the mall with Christina and Mary last weekend and I grabbed my usual size and it was HUGE on me. So, naturally, I assumed the sizes ran big, so I tried 4 different companies and they were all too big. I was so excited I called my Mom from the fitting room. Of course, she fully shared in my excitement! :) I miss South Florida and the beach and all my friends and boys down there. But there's only 3 weeks left of Summer A, so I think I should work my butt off, make my parents and myself proud, THEN worry about home. And best of all, the Studmobile is waiting in the driveway for me! I think once I'm done we're going to North Carolina to go camping. I'm really looking forward to that since I haven't been camping in forever and I basically grew up a wilderness girl. I can't wait! Well, that's it for now. I don't know how often I'll actually write in this, but I'll try to keep up with it. This is for you Suz! You were saying how you wanted to keep up with me over the summer! Ciao a todos mis amigos! Current Mood: distressed (2 Comments |Comment on this)